Romans 10:15
This program is designed to cultivate biblical competence, prophetic courage, and authentic voice—empowering women to preach, teach, and lead without apology, dilution, or fear, while remaining rooted in sound doctrine, spiritual formation, and faithful service to God and community.

Strengthen biblical competence by helping participants develop a solid understanding of Scripture through thoughtful interpretation and theological reflection—engaging the text critically and in context, alongside lived experience, contemporary questions, and social realities—to cultivate an informed, reflective, and transformative faith.
Cultivate biblical confidence and theological clarity by equipping participants to interpret, teach, and proclaim Scripture with integrity, clarity, and confidence—communicating the Gospel faithfully, authentically, and responsibly, especially in complex or challenging contexts.
Explore and affirm every participants personal calling, developing a preaching and/or teaching voice that is biblically rooted, spiritually formed, and reflective of lived experience.
Connect spiritual formation and biblical insight gained through study with practical ministry skills, ensuring alignment between belief, proclamation, and leadership practice.
Examine and dismantle internal and external barriers—such as fear, doubt, silencing, and cultural resistance— through scriptural engagement that empowers rather than diminishes.
Encourage Prophetic Courage and Integrity by equipping participants to speak truth with wisdom, compassion, and boldness, even in complex or resistant ministry contexts.
Foster Transformative Community and Mutual Support by creating a sacred and safe space where women in ministry are affirmed, challenged, and supported through shared growth and accountability.
Prepare Women to become authentic servant leaders who will lead Others Faithfully in ways that will empower and reflect the transformative power of the Gospel through scripture that is studied, lived, trusted, and taught with integrity.
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There are moments in faith when the language of certainty no longer fits. When prayers have been offered faithfully but answers feel delayed, distorted, or altogether absent. When the God we preach about feels distant from the God we are experiencing. For many women in ministry, these moments are not hypothetical—they are lived realities carried quietly behind pulpits, lecterns, and leadership titles.
I Want to Trust You, But I Don’t was created for those moments.
This Bible study is an invitation into honest engagement with Scripture and self. It does not rush participants toward easy resolutions or spiritual clichés. Instead, it acknowledges the sacred tension that exists when belief and experience collide, and it affirms that wrestling with God is not a failure of faith, but often the very place where faith is deepened and clarified.
Throughout this series, we will explore biblical stories of faithful people who questioned, lamented, waited, doubted, and yet remained in relationship with God. We will examine what trust looks like when it is strained, evolving, or still forming—and how leaders can remain called, committed, and obedient even when certainty is incomplete.
This study creates space for truth-telling, theological reflection, and pastoral formation. It invites women in ministry to lay down performance, resist spiritual bypassing, and encounter the Word of God with integrity and courage. Here, questions are welcomed. Lament is honored. And trust is understood not as a demand, but as a journey shaped by grace, honesty, and lived faith.
I Want to Trust You, But I Don’t is not about having the right answers. It is about learning how to stay in relationship with God when the answers are unclear—and how to lead others from that place with wisdom, compassion, and authority.
This 6-week virtual, interactive, real and relevant Bible Study is being planned to begin early March 2026. More Information on dates, times and where to purchase materials is coming soon.
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